i just never realised
there hasn't been a single day where i haven't missed it
which is strange
but my business there is unfinished.
sure, i will be redoing year 11
but at least this time i can pick the subjects i want
and i know what's in store.
maybe i'll fit in the year
i'm more confident
maybe it will show.
hopefully the teachers won't hate me
and i can regain old trust that i have diminished.
i can do things like this again.
but yet going back won't taste so sweet
i'm afraid i will be losing my best friend
the girl i cherish with every cell in my body.
i do not know whether to class it as a threat
though it sounded like it.
she says she'll move to melbourne
study at rmit
if i go back to school.
the hsc is two years
so is her course.
two years without a security blanket will be hell
i'll have to rely on the others
and although that's okay
it's not the same.
i get teary thinking about her not being there
i love her to death
and beyond.
she's the one best friend i've aimed to keep
no matter how things go
i cannot be without you maddison.
you are the one person i need.
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