cool dude.

i wish people took pictures of mitch and i being cute...




or doin' it...



or after we did it...



p.s to mitchell, build me a house like this and i will forever be in your debt.



so simple, so white, so perfect.
aaah lordy.

I want you to notice when I'm not around.

so i've thought about it, and i've come to the conclusion that i lie when i say i'm happier now then three months ago.
i'm not as happy now.
i know why.
there are a few reasons.
a lot.
oh well.
that's life.
i hate change and everyones changed.
even the people i thought wouldn't.

bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored.

you are different now.
i miss the feelings i got.

Am I not pretty enough?
Is my heart too broken?
Do I cry too much?
Am I too outspoken?
Don’t I make you laugh?
Should I try it harder?
Why do you see right through me?

I live, I breathe, I let it rain on me,
I sleep, I wake, I try hard not to break,
I crave, I love, I’ve waited long enough,
I try as hard as I can.

Am I not pretty enough?
Is my heart too broken?
Do I cry too much?
Am I too outspoken?
Don’t I make you laugh?
Should I try it harder?
Why do you see right through me?

I laugh, I feel, I make believe it’s real,
I fall, I freeze, I pray down on my knees,
I hope, I stand, I take it like a man,
I try as hard as I can.

Am I not pretty enough?
Is my heart too broken?
Do I cry too much?
Am I too outspoken?
Don’t I make you laugh?
Should I try it harder?
Why do you see right through me?




hahahahahahaha.
i think i'm funny.

Taurus and Virgo complement each other and have few disagreements. You both have a strong practical side and are very intelligent when it comes to finances. You also work very well together in your marriage or relationship. Taurus and Virgo are both very focused when it comes to accomplishing things, and won’t stop until the project is finished to your satisfactions. You are both very fond of children and will completely devote yourselves to them and each other. You will build a strong home together and support each other in areas where the other lacks. Since Virgo loves taking care of someone and Taurus loves lots of attention, both partners are completely satisfied in this relationship. Taurus is more emotionally stable than Virgo, and Virgo appreciates the nurturing, soothing and healing qualities that Taurus possesses. You both derive great enjoyment from food; Virgo is more concerned with nutrition, while Taurus just enjoys food.


You both get a secure feeling from being close to nature (camping, living in the country), working with natural materials such as clay, wood and natural fibers. Also, you two are both cautious and carefully analyze a decision before actually making one. Taurus in particular dislikes change and may take longer to make a decision, but once he/she makes a decision, he/she will stick with it. Virgo, on the other hand, has a tendency to worry and is sometimes difficult to please. This is when the steadiness of Taurus is very comforting to Virgo, along with his/her emotional strength and even temper.
Neither of you are very conventional when it comes to rules or social standards, but Virgo has a harder time conforming and might sometimes rebel against such limitations. Taurus helps Virgo learn to be true to his/her self, beliefs and nature without always “bucking the system.” You both have playfulness and a zest for newness about you, which infuses your relationship, and you spark each other’s imaginative and creative side. This is great in a long-term relationship because you will not fall into a boring routine. You encourage each other to be independent, take risks and develop new outlets; however you also work well together on everyday chores and problem solving. You are great friends, which is why you have such open communication, and you thoroughly enjoy spending time together. Taurus is intrigued by Virgo’s attention to detail and Virgo will agree with Taurus’s drive for success.


In spite of all these wonderful compliments to each other, Taurus and Virgo do have some differences. For example, Virgo is very critical by nature and Taurus does not like having his/her faults pointed out. This could cause much stress between the two. Also, Taurus has a lazy, slapdash side that can be very annoying to Virgo sometimes. It would not be a good idea to get into a business together as equal partners due to differing approaches. Sometimes you will challenge each other mentally and confront each other’s inconsistencies, weaknesses, and patterns of thinking. While this can help you learn about yourselves, it can also lead to arguments.






i have a feeling my starsign knows me better then i do.






advice for mister virgo.
Taurus aids you in settling down to a goal, a purpose. That is, settling down in the mental area. Where travel is concerned, you are apt to do plenty of it in connection with Taurus. Taurus can be stubborn; you are more flexible and it will be up to you to initiate action. With Taurus, your intuitive intellect comes into play. Your powers of perception are heightened. You find a cause. Basically the signs - Virgo and Taurus - are in harmony. In some areas there are difficulties, which is true of almost all individuals. In this specific instance, the difficulty arises when you want to move and Taurus wants to remain. If too receptive, you could find yourself in a rut, emotional and otherwise. If too aggressive, you could spark a flame of resentment, which disintegrates the relationship. You must tread lightly and must always be diplomatic. Remember, you win your way with Taurus - you do not force.

Virgo and Taurus realtionship is a no-nonsense, down-to-earth couple who can survive the tough times and stay together for many happy years, if not forever.


 eeeee good.




Taurus Woman and Virgo Man
Both the individuals have a yearning for a relationship that is full of security and commitments and this is what will draw them towards each other. She will make him see his own passionate side, which he had kept under control probably since the time he was born. He will also learn the subtleties of romance and expression of love. He will be greatly appreciative her organized nature and her ability of taking life as it comes, without cribbing about it much. Her loyalty and devotion will be matched by his dedication and commitment.




i'm going to town on this stuff!
i looked at far too much.
a lot of them aren't all that correct...
but yeah, some goodin's are.

i'm ready to be healthy.
dad sadi it takes three months for something to become a habbit.
and three months to lose a habbit.
i like the idea of that, so i think i'm ready.
ready to change my life for a while.
possibly forever, who knows.

p.s. i hate it when you don't say goodbye, silly i know, but i'm lonely.