it's funny how i can spend days with mitchell and never want to leave his side.
a lot of people say they get annoyed by their boyfriends after spending 2 or 3 straight days with them, but to me that's not even enough.
i get so sad when it's time to leave him, i do not like going home unless he comes too.
i know i'm selfish for wanting him all to myself, and he does sometimes get annoyed at me for it, but i cannot really help it, untill school starts i just wait at home for the next time i will see him.
maybe i'm obsessive. maybe all this will rub off.
i guess it's all a waiting game really.
but i'd like to think i'll never get sick of him, i highly doubt i will.
i feel more at home at his house then i do my own, it's sad really.
he is exciting to me. even if we did the same thing every day i'd still be excited.
i wake up excited when i'm in the same bed as him, or even when i sleep in his bed and have to run to where he sleeps to wake him up for a cuddle.
he makes me feel good.
happy.


boyo of my dreamoes.



i want those slippies :(

school starts soon!
so soon!
i am excited, nervous and scared.
new school, new subjects, new system.
i have to get up early every day again, but that's okay, i feel better when i do.
i really have no idea why i left school in the begging, i'm glad i did, i had a lot of fun and stuff.
but eh, i'm young! whateverrrrrr.
everything will be good now.
i hope... i think.

this time baby, i'll be bullet proof.

Smiles and her laughter,
It's the only thing that I've been waiting for, a time.
Regardless of our distance, and our hope, cause were
Swept by pretty eyes and letters for, a time.
The only thing that I've been waiting for.

I hope it's something worth the waiting,
'Cause it's the only thought that I ever feel real.
Thunderstorms could never stop me,
'Cause there's no one in the world like Emily.

She's simple yet confusing,
Her sparkling eyes make me weak at my words, they tremble.
Days seem like years in this month of December.
The winter, coldens me for I have yet to sleep.
And never, will I give up trying 'cause you're everything to me.

I hope it's something worth the waiting,
It’s the only time that I ever feel real.
Thunderstorms could never stop me,
'Cause there's no one in the world like Emily.

There's no one in the world like Emily.




*melts*

please be my pirate please, sail away with me to deep blue seas.

sometimes you really bring me down.

I shouldn't get excited about things.

i wanna get a coffee with mitchell.

i wish wolves weren't so in right now.
i really like this picture...
i'd put it on my myspace.

two of the most amazing and influential people in my life.
their music gives me goosebumps and their personalities make me want to be confident.
they make me believe i am capable of anything.

i'm sorry if this offends you at all mitch, i just need to get this off my chest haha.





















is it wrong to have at least one celebrity crush when dating someone?
i hope not, because i'm quite delighted by this young chap...
he's my favourite character apart from blair on gossip girl, he's packed with sex appeal, and he's in a cute little indie band...



he has suuuuch good dress sense, and as if bourbon or whiskey on the rocks and a cigarette isn't sexy.
he makes me wish mitch liked indie music and/or playing it.
mitch you're perfect, but ed westwick is what i used to look for in guys...
i just wish you'd open your mind a little.
dressing pretty isn't gay, it's hot.
and indie music is my favourite.

as i said, sorry if i hurt your feelings, i love you much more then him.

i want a rabbit.
i want a rabbit with floppy ears.
i want a rabbit with floppy ears that is gray or white.
i want a rabbit with floppy ears that is gray or white when i move out of home.
i want a rabbit with floppy ears that is gray or white when i move out of home with mitchell.
i want a rabbit with floppy ears that is gray or white when i move out of home with mitchell, but loves me more.

get met this camera?
oh man, so bliiiing.

well today was weird, i felt awkward...
i don't know why, maybe i was just feeling awkward and it wasn't mitch's falt.
but it didn't feel like that, i don't know, i just felt an awkward energy around us.
how odd, i hope it doesn't stay like this :(
the only time i didn't feel awkward was in yums when he hugged me from behind...
oddddddddddddd.



haha. :D

so when i get married to mitchell i want to have it in a tent like this...



that's my dream set up for my wedding, i hope it works out for me.

yay for ruining my childhood!
but that's kinda cool that they brought barbie into the real world kinda, well the sadistic world, she's always been so fakely happy.

today god gave me a little break.



you betcha! i've got that little thing most people don't celebrate.
i don't usually either, but well it's very called for.
so much relief.
no children till 26 or older.





























hahaha, i went on a tampax rampage.