yes, the wedding was fairly beautiful,
i had a lovely time.
mitchell looked rather smart.

i haven't talked to you in a day.
sounds pathetic,
and it is,
but i'm going insane.

last night i had a dream that i called mitchell while he was at zac's last night,
i'd be calling and texting him all night because i wanted to be there,
but the boys didn't want me there.
so i called him and he pretty much asked me why i was so clingy.
he also said something like "i know we're like best friends, you're my girlfriend, but why do you call me so much? why do you need to contact me all the time"
and then i hung up.
i think the dream was based on some things, zac didn't like me anymore because i was too clingy and i texted him all the time, so he was always texting when with his friends.
but i didn't know that was the case, maybe i'm just dumb.
and i think mitch is getting annoyed too, but i can't help it.
also they were at zac's house, and i texted zac asking to tell mitch to check his phone just incase he hadn't so i could feel content, we were kinda cranky at eachother yesterday.. i don't even know why.
well i do actually, anyway zac just wasn't nice? i guess that's the only way i can put it.
he was cold. as usual.
i think i'll stop being clingy, as much as i like knowing what's up and letting you know things, i'm going to stop.
i don't want this to turn out like the last one.
that'd kill me.