so i'm starting to honestly think there is something wrong with me.
and i know it happened last time i was on levlen.
i'm going to ask mum if i can go to a doctor.
i don't want to go off the pill, but i can't deal with this emotional stuff.

hey mitch,
silly to say, but i just glanced at a photo of you and i from a while back and smiled.
big.

i've always believed in romance like the movies.
i've always wanted to be an actor, deep down.
just so i knew what it felt like to be treated on absolute top of the world for a short while.
even if it wasn't real.

i've always wanted a boy to sing me a song, serenade me, just like the movies.
i've always wanted my lover to ask my father if he could marry me, before he asked me, just like the movies.
i've always wanted the quick one liners and whittyness the characters possess, just like the movies.
i've always wanted a twist, and a fairytale ending, just like the movies.
i've always wanted a bunch of flowers or a surprise visit in which i didn't know a thing about, just like the movies.

who knows, maybe this will happen soon.
or i'll rekindle my flame for acting.

When you wake what is it that you think of most?
When your bed is empty do you really sleep alone?
If I imagine you, body next to another.

All around me new love and it makes me sad.
All around me feel assured that you'll be back,
If I imagine you, body next to another.

Stop crying to the ocean, stop crying over me.
Stop worrying over nothing, stop worrying over me.
So it's been so long since you said,
Well I know what I want and what I want's right here with you.

On the drive back here I was worrying over nothing.
On the drive back there tears spilling over something.
When I imagine you, body next to another.

In the door and you're there and you're sorry for the fright.
In the door, can I hear you saying you don't wanna fight?
When I imagine you, body next to another.

Stop crying to the ocean, stop crying over me.
Stop worrying over nothing, stop worrying over me.
So it's been so long since you said,
Well I know what I want and what I want's right here with you.
It's been so long since you said,
Well I know what I want and what I want's right here with you.

In a flash it's back to you, just brought attention to the mess.
In a flash you're on top begging me to understand.
If I imagine you, body next to another.

You drop in for a minute and I'm sorry that I didn't drop in sooner
just to see you and see what you've been doin'.
If I imagine you, body next to another.

So it's been so long since you said,
Well I know what I want and what I want's right here with you.
It's been so long since you said,
Well I know what I want and what I want's right here with you.

It's been so long since you said,
Well I know what I want and what I want's right here with you.
It's been so long since you said,
Well I know what I want and what I want's right here with you.

you say the same things over and over.

i'm bored with the same words...

i've got a headache.
a huge unhappy headache.
it's weighing my head down.
putting all the weight onto my shoulders.
and they're breaking.
broken.