i'd like to be thin like them.
but i wonder if i was, would that make me more attractive to people?
girls with curves and 'real bodies' seem to be the new anorexic, or as some people see it 'beautiful'.
i love a girl with curves.
but underneath that shirt is there a couple rolls and some saggy tits?
or are they trim and fit like it should be.
being overweight isn't sexy.
and that's how i see myself.
i want people to want to take pictures of me,
for people to think i am beautiful on every part of my body.
i want you to love my look.
even if i do not.
