hell.

no, I'm not ready for a big bad step in that direction,
no, I'm not ready for downtown trash avoid collection.
four blocks, run and hide, don't walk alone at night,
cityscapes, city change before they die.
four blocks, i should mention in a song,
if i want to get along with change.
who doesn't wanna change this?

i know you feel it too,
these words get overused,
when we get up and over it and over them,
up and over it and over them.
i know you feel it too,
it all seems so untrue,
when you get up and over it and over them.
uh oh, hell no, uh oh, hell no.

no, we're not ready for fair distribution,
just a terminal solution for,
no, we're not ready for hell,
hell no, for hell, hell no.
four days wide awake,
why slide along and say,
girl's afraid, girl will change, just move away.
four days that i mention in a song,
move along, get ahead, get her hand and bring her with you.

i know you feel it too,
these words get overused,
when we get up and over it and over them,
up and over it and over them.
i know you feel it too,
it all seems so untrue,
when you get up and over it and over them.
uh oh, hell no, uh oh, hell no.

four ways to remove all the bad that we do,
from the heart and the soul of the city, sad and cold,
four ways to collect what we say and what we save,
to discard and discover a brand new way.

i know you feel it too,
these words get overused,
when we get up and over it and over them,
up and over it and over them.
i know you feel it too,
it all seems so untrue,
when you get up and over it and over them,
up and over it and over them.

i know you feel it too,
these words get overused,
when we get up and over it and over them,
up and over it and over them.
i know you feel it too,
it all seems so untrue,
when you get up and over it and over them.
uh oh, hell no, uh oh, hell no,
uh oh, hell no, uh oh, hell no.

so i'm starting to honestly think there is something wrong with me.
and i know it happened last time i was on levlen.
i'm going to ask mum if i can go to a doctor.
i don't want to go off the pill, but i can't deal with this emotional stuff.

hey mitch,
silly to say, but i just glanced at a photo of you and i from a while back and smiled.
big.

i've always believed in romance like the movies.
i've always wanted to be an actor, deep down.
just so i knew what it felt like to be treated on absolute top of the world for a short while.
even if it wasn't real.

i've always wanted a boy to sing me a song, serenade me, just like the movies.
i've always wanted my lover to ask my father if he could marry me, before he asked me, just like the movies.
i've always wanted the quick one liners and whittyness the characters possess, just like the movies.
i've always wanted a twist, and a fairytale ending, just like the movies.
i've always wanted a bunch of flowers or a surprise visit in which i didn't know a thing about, just like the movies.

who knows, maybe this will happen soon.
or i'll rekindle my flame for acting.

When you wake what is it that you think of most?
When your bed is empty do you really sleep alone?
If I imagine you, body next to another.

All around me new love and it makes me sad.
All around me feel assured that you'll be back,
If I imagine you, body next to another.

Stop crying to the ocean, stop crying over me.
Stop worrying over nothing, stop worrying over me.
So it's been so long since you said,
Well I know what I want and what I want's right here with you.

On the drive back here I was worrying over nothing.
On the drive back there tears spilling over something.
When I imagine you, body next to another.

In the door and you're there and you're sorry for the fright.
In the door, can I hear you saying you don't wanna fight?
When I imagine you, body next to another.

Stop crying to the ocean, stop crying over me.
Stop worrying over nothing, stop worrying over me.
So it's been so long since you said,
Well I know what I want and what I want's right here with you.
It's been so long since you said,
Well I know what I want and what I want's right here with you.

In a flash it's back to you, just brought attention to the mess.
In a flash you're on top begging me to understand.
If I imagine you, body next to another.

You drop in for a minute and I'm sorry that I didn't drop in sooner
just to see you and see what you've been doin'.
If I imagine you, body next to another.

So it's been so long since you said,
Well I know what I want and what I want's right here with you.
It's been so long since you said,
Well I know what I want and what I want's right here with you.

It's been so long since you said,
Well I know what I want and what I want's right here with you.
It's been so long since you said,
Well I know what I want and what I want's right here with you.

you say the same things over and over.

i'm bored with the same words...

i've got a headache.
a huge unhappy headache.
it's weighing my head down.
putting all the weight onto my shoulders.
and they're breaking.
broken.