confess it all

i know this is silly
but i am sick of not seeing you
its getting me really upset
ive even cried about it a few times
i know im stupid
and you have other things to do
i just hate not being around you a lot
it makes me feel crap
all the time
im sorry
i know you probably dont care as much as i do
or you think i should grow up
but i cant
i need you around
and youre not
thats why sometimes i feel like were not okay
because im not