confess it all

my weekend, well my weekend was rather alright.
on friday night, i went to dan & scedi's or scedi and dan's 18th.
it was actually really good, i talked to people i don't talk to too much and i actually feel like a proper part of the group now, not just 'mitch's girlfriend' thank god, i hate being the one no one knows, but i usually am.
it's surprising that i have any friends, or a boyfriend..
i guess alcohol makes me come out of my shell to make friends, and then i talk to them again, get to know them, hang around with them, slowly get comfortable and then call them good mates.
strange, but true, i'm a shy person, always have been.

after the party i stayed with mitchell, i always have fun at his house,
 i feel welcome, and his dad gets less and less scary all the time.
i like waking up next to mitchell in the morning, i'm usually wrapped around him or vice versa.
sometimes we're on completely opposite sides of the bed, so i scooch over a little and cuddle into him.
i like the feeling, it's like a feeling of security.
best kisser.
best lover.
best boyfriend.

no lonely, old bed for me.



saturday i went home, i guess i was kind of relieved.
i showered, it was like heaven, i love showering, it's one of my favourite things in the world.
i've always been a water person, nanny calls me a water baby.
that's why i was excited for summer, swimming.
anyway, after my shower i started reading the book mitch told me to read, it's amazing already.
i'll finish it.
and then...
it was time for the show!
of course, what i wanted most didn't happen, but i did have a pretty good time.
it got better when gaby and jordyn showed up, ahhh the 'speed racer' is the best ride on the planet.

after that we all went to mason's for his 18th,
i was tired, very tired.

i've been tired ever since.