first time it's ever made me feel like crap.
i have really low iron levels, i shouldn't have given blood today.
tomorrow is a new day.
time for a party, a party with an unplanned ending,
who knows where i will sleep.
i am keen though.
it will be good.
and i need to see mitch, i feel better when he is around.
or even when he calls me, or mentions my name.
ah i've turned into a pussy.
i used to hate holding hands, kissing in public & all those things.
being cute was for alone time.
but now, all i want to do is hold his hand or kiss him, no matter where i am, or who is watching.
i post stupid quizes that almost speak entirely of him, i have to force myself to not answer it wholly based on that boy.
jesus christ tianna, you're like a schoolgirl again.
fuck you, i can be a faggot if i want.
the albury show is back.
mm yes, it's back.
the one thing i can say i've been to every single year since birth.
my one routine thing.
hopefully this year will be good, all the people i want are going.
unless mitch doesn't show, then well, eh i want him to go.
i've never had a boy escourt me to the show.
my last boyfriend was too much of an arsehole too, and wouldn't do it unless i brought him alcohol,
but mitch isn't an arsehole, he has exams yatta, yatta.
the lights.
the sounds.
the people.
the carnies.
oh how i love circus people.
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