my stepdad is fucking cunt.
he really needs to get what he deserves.
and that's nothing good.

i like formspring...
i hate myself.
haha.

it's funny how i can spend days with mitchell and never want to leave his side.
a lot of people say they get annoyed by their boyfriends after spending 2 or 3 straight days with them, but to me that's not even enough.
i get so sad when it's time to leave him, i do not like going home unless he comes too.
i know i'm selfish for wanting him all to myself, and he does sometimes get annoyed at me for it, but i cannot really help it, untill school starts i just wait at home for the next time i will see him.
maybe i'm obsessive. maybe all this will rub off.
i guess it's all a waiting game really.
but i'd like to think i'll never get sick of him, i highly doubt i will.
i feel more at home at his house then i do my own, it's sad really.
he is exciting to me. even if we did the same thing every day i'd still be excited.
i wake up excited when i'm in the same bed as him, or even when i sleep in his bed and have to run to where he sleeps to wake him up for a cuddle.
he makes me feel good.
happy.


boyo of my dreamoes.



i want those slippies :(

school starts soon!
so soon!
i am excited, nervous and scared.
new school, new subjects, new system.
i have to get up early every day again, but that's okay, i feel better when i do.
i really have no idea why i left school in the begging, i'm glad i did, i had a lot of fun and stuff.
but eh, i'm young! whateverrrrrr.
everything will be good now.
i hope... i think.

this time baby, i'll be bullet proof.

Smiles and her laughter,
It's the only thing that I've been waiting for, a time.
Regardless of our distance, and our hope, cause were
Swept by pretty eyes and letters for, a time.
The only thing that I've been waiting for.

I hope it's something worth the waiting,
'Cause it's the only thought that I ever feel real.
Thunderstorms could never stop me,
'Cause there's no one in the world like Emily.

She's simple yet confusing,
Her sparkling eyes make me weak at my words, they tremble.
Days seem like years in this month of December.
The winter, coldens me for I have yet to sleep.
And never, will I give up trying 'cause you're everything to me.

I hope it's something worth the waiting,
It’s the only time that I ever feel real.
Thunderstorms could never stop me,
'Cause there's no one in the world like Emily.

There's no one in the world like Emily.




*melts*

please be my pirate please, sail away with me to deep blue seas.

sometimes you really bring me down.